I generally don't make resolutions for the new years... But I have one for this year - Spending one month in South Americas in the second half of this year. A has agreed to it and wants to do it himself. Lets see if we can make it.

Happy New Year.

I have been wanting to write this since this morning... I wish there was infinite amount of time and some amount of infinite money just to visit all the beautiful places in the world. And the irony is - if you have a lot of time free, then you are obviously not working and don't have enough money. And when you have money, that means you are working hard and you don't have time.

My "Places to Visit" list is getting longer and longer... sigh. :-|. I blame myself for that... have too much interest in this beautiful world.

A lot of times my blog are one liners. I want to write a lot more about whats going on in my life when I write the one liners, but I am not very sure of what the reaction would be of the readers and future readers. So, I end up writing one-liners. People are very judgmental. And I am very cautious of my image, so I better write one-liners.

Life is busy again. I have started working in an actual office again. Back to same 9-6 life. Though, I look forward to getting back to home. So, my current office is in the downtown. I take a 10 min bus ride and then 10 min walk to my office. That 10 min walk in the morning is the best time. I see so many people rushing to work, trying to be on time, stores opening, people having their morning coffee. 8-9 hours in the office and then it is the time to go back to the bus stop and another 10 min walk. Since its Christmas time, the downtown is all lit with lights. Every single tree is decorated with lights and they all light up together in one line. Looks amazing. I need to take my camera one day to capture some lights before Christmas ends.

So this is my life currently. It is good. But now that I compare with my non-working or working from home life, it was good too. Just that I didn't go out as often. Does working in a company make me feel better? Not really. Just that there is discipline in my life. I don't sleep at random hours and eat well when I am disciplined. Do I miss my old life? Yes, I do.

Anyways, will stop here... some more some other time.

In the same fix again... the heart wants it but the brain does not...

seeing her off

So two weeks back my younger sister got married. I was high on the sentimental side of emotions... again too many thoughts going on in the mind. You are protective and possessive of your siblings and you want the best for them. There is nothing like best, but still you hope for it.
I saw one of our pic together of Bidaai and those emotions are back. She is now happily married but the mind still thinks about her so much. Its hard to let go of your things and hardest to let go of your people. Though she will be mine, she is still not mine enough. I can still shout on her though but I cant get all her time now.
I know its part of life, but it is one of the hardest part of life. I will soon accept this fact and get used to it in some time, but at this moment its not so comforting.

Togetherness is so addictive that you feel the need of other person in every moment when you are not together...

I miss my husband.

I am unsure.