All alone...

Living alone in my apartment, I never felt lonely. But I am already anticipating the loneliness(while I am at work) that I will have today evening. I am dreading to go back to my apartment in the evening. The reason being last 4 days one of my cousin was visiting me. We spoke so much, had so much fun, that I will feel lonely in that house for couple of days till I get used to it again.

You dont realize things till you experience it. Once you experience it and like it, you would want to have it more. And you dont know when you will have it.

I am not sure why I am writing this stuff on this blog, but think I can share more with my blog at any time rather than any person with different constraints (continent, time, office, work, etc constraints).

An amazing song

I came across Whitney Houston today and loved her voice and specially this beautiful song "One Moment in time". Lyrics goes like this -

Each day I live
I want to be a day to give the best of me
I'm only one, but not alone
My finest day is yet unknown
I broke my heart for every gain
To taste the sweet, I faced the pain
I rise and fall,
Yet through it all this much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

I've lived to be the very best
I want it all, no time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance here in my hands

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams
Are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be, I will be, I will be free

I will be, I will be free

Check out the song here on youtube. Do listen to the song.
Enjoy!

Stye Eye

UPDATE:- A lot of people have visited this blog while searching for stye eye and ranjanwadi. So I thought I should write how it got cured. I did not have to do anything to my stye eye. I slept at night and it got cured the next day morning. So, try resting your eyes and avoid eating anything that generates heat in your body. Hope it helps.

My right eye has a stye and it is continuously watering. I should not be online now and instead rest, but I want to write about the styes that I had in my past.

When I was around 5-6 years, I used to get Styes very often. I remember, I got a stye on my left eye, when that got cured, I got it on right eye. When that got cured, I got it again on the left eye. It was weird. Poor me, had continuous watering eyes. It was not getting cured even after multiple visits to doctors. Everyone at home was worried of whats going wrong. My mom took me to Hyderabad to some sadhu ji who cures such stuff. I was in Hyderabad for around a week, went to the sadhu ji but it still did not get cured. I came back to my hometown with stye eye. Then someone told my Mom that donate silver eyes to the Hanuman ji temple in the city. And my mom got silver eyes made. One Saturday, we went to the temple and with some pooja and all, she donated the eyes. And in next couple of days, no more Styes! Ok! I know it is ridiculous, but thats how it works in India. And all this still works in India.

I sometimes find it weird though. I believe in God, but not so much that I would leave all up to him. And I dont understand how people are so spiritual that they would leave everything up to God. They would expect God to make every wrong thing right. If that would have been the case, why would he (God) put the wrong thing in our lives?

Anyways, think I should rest my stye eye, only to see it full grown tomorrow morning.

And yeah, I do believe in God. So, Jai Hanuman! :-)

UPDATE: I didnt say Jai Hanuman so that he cures my stye eye, I said it because I referred him in the post. And no, I would not do the stuff that my mom did for the stye eye.